7th Week already

It has been 7th weeks since then and been going through few ups and more downs for this project. Been really giving my best in everything from wanting to be teachable to having a caring and submissive attitude but i guess it did not really fufill my supervior's needs. And everyday it would either lead to pointless fights and arguements over defective components and ways of doing and being able to understand and much more.

Really feel hurt about it more day by day when i see how other superviosrs helping and really putting a smile on each others faces from unsure problems to even slacking throughout the day.
I decided that i am going to love him and always treat him equally with respect and honor though i find it hard because i know that God is really trying to test me on whether am i really who i'm supposed to be and i am going to overcome this trial.

But after all this while I knew and have finally came to a conclusion that sir has really put me on his personal black list where there is only go to be my name and people whom are like me [Yay!!! 'M.O.G' persecuted...lol].
But i will never hate sir for who he is but the thing that is behind him thats holding him back.

I'm Back in School

Wa so boring, supervisor has not been very available this 2 weeks and i am still in the sea swimming towards i think is an island[my goal]. Hence i am like making and taking the initiative to make the right decisions and doing my own work...it is holiday period, students enjoy while we come back here to sit down and surf internet and msn haha no la i got do some work too such as already preparing for my written reports whereas program wise i i don't know eh. This is a pic of my temp. working project. Intelligent robot haha look more like a dustbin for me. O and found some old photos my previous bb founders man[last badge of all badges]

update

Just faced some major hair problems from behind, seemed that they are not happy working together
Had fine dinning at some restuarant which my company organised wa and really enjoyed it. It is like those high class art kinda food like 50 dollar kind of plate for something so small above lol. They call it thai fusion or something, really cool and enjoyed myself. really thank God for giving me a chance to experience something more than just my attachment job here at Robert Bosch
But what i hate was almost all the dish had prawns...sigh

There's more

So this is my place where i work Robert Bosch Office... Jalan Peminpin opposite RJC
So yea this is the outside near the garbage dump area on your left
I just open the storge door on the left, it is actually a store room where the trucks come in to load big and bulky items but now it is our office area... very messy... my job to solve this problem
And then ppl from upstairs dumped more things especially this blue guy over here


Yup thats my desk, can see my bible....yea love to read the word of God everywheRE!!!

Stage 2

YES!!!!

Stage 2: THE LOCKs ARE COMING peRMENAntly...lol

DAy 2 & 3

OKOk just some of the last few photos at work, of what it looks like... this was last tuesday before i went back to office again... Wa actually i am beginning to love all the nissan cars, very futuristic and artistic and all that everytime i give them a test... i can't wait to get my hands on testing a mini cooper next time i return here...
Still on track with fast, only went a bit off track when i caught a fever during work and stayed in the toilet there... went to see a doctor afterwards which gave me a 38.5 er pts but now i'm awake the next day feeling much more better...still getting onto the track not going to use it...
I remember telling david about during the fast is actually God was giving us the opportunity to not just seek him earnestly but believe you can start doing miracles in your life by like shrinking your tummy haha and over feeling like there's food and stuff in you so that you are just as normal as you are, and by faith it will carry you thru yea....

April 17

Day 1 of fast - Alot of headaches coming in and out, but i never gave up and tried to enjoy myself at work while thinking about God to the fullest. Nothing happen today, probably i am still in the process of preparing myselfin holiness and purity, really can't wait to sing praises and worship to God later! yea... Haha but i want to thank God today because i don't know whether it is true, but yea in natural it is against and wrong to do... But i felt very relaxed and not stress as today i up another level by parking the cars after dignanose testing into the lots and i just felt not just fun but really comfort without any stress haha hnoestly not being proud... and you know i can never do this without God, but God sorry if i did broke the law on earth of driving without a licence but i really wanted to start preparing myself so next time i don't have to struggle. Today parked the mitusubish lancer and toyota X trail was really proud of me parking today... now i can help my supervisor work more at ease.